So tired
The fever of my hyper-fixation finally broke. Which is great, sure, but also kinda terrible.
I'm exhausted. My head feels like it's full of cotton. At least I'm getting restful sleep.
Work has also put me through my paces over the past few days. It's good to be busy. At the same time, it drains me to be this busy. I end up staring into the middle distance for a good, long while after I log off. Certainly better than the alternative, though.
Now comes the "get myself back together" phase as I try to get back to a healthy baseline. Do all the little things that fell through the cracks. Laundry, cleaning, shopping. All the stuff that actively disgusted my brain, but now seems so soothing.
Until next time, hyper-focus. Let's do this again in a month or two.